Tumblr (3.0; @alanjonjon)http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/<p>F= father A= and M= mother I= I L= love Y= you</p>http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3616453405http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3616453405Thu, 03 Mar 2011 01:41:58 -0500<p>If I would have known my life was going to be this way, I would have changed every little thing about it. I cannot keep this feeling of emptiness inside anymore. I thought I found my purpose of life, but I don&#8217;t kno what it is anymore!</p>http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3584177081http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3584177081Tue, 01 Mar 2011 12:27:35 -0500<p>I&#8217;m in love with my boyfriend. I am taking a huge step with him.</p>http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3535436462http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3535436462Sat, 26 Feb 2011 21:21:32 -0500<p>I&#8217;m seriously thinking of just winding down and pressing on the off switch from a lot of things. I need to focus on me and my future now. Once my boyfriend leaves, I need to sit down and start saving money and paying down my credit cards. That would lift so much weight off my shoulders.</p>http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3282588720http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3282588720Sun, 13 Feb 2011 19:41:52 -0500<ol><li><p>I have a fear of dying alone.</p></li> <li><p>I trust others more then I trust myself.</p></li> <li><p>I always forgive those who have done bad towards me.</p></li> <li><p>I have self image issues.</p></li> <li><p>I don&#8217;t like to go out that much because I&#8217;m afraid of getting into a fight.</p></li> <li><p>My family means everything to me, but sometimes I wish I had a different life with them.</p></li> </ol><p>7 I lie to myself about how good my life is.</p> <ol><li><p>I don&#8217;t like sleeping alone.</p></li> <li><p>I cannot sleep alone with my door closed.</p></li> <li><p>I don&#8217;t know as much about life as I pretend to.</p></li> <li><p>I don&#8217;t believe in myself when it comes to succeeding in life.</p></li> <li><p>I have a crush on someone I&#8217;ll never have.</p></li> <li><p>I have a fear of dying in my bed.</p></li> <li><p>I never want to die.</p></li> </ol>http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3201324861http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3201324861Wed, 09 Feb 2011 13:33:18 -0500<p>&#8212;15 Basic Facts about me!</p> <ol><li><p>I am gay.</p></li> <li><p>I have lived in the same house since I was 5.</p></li> <li><p>I hate chicken.</p></li> <li><p>I work full time.</p></li> <li><p>I am 50% Italian.</p></li> <li><p>I love to smoke hookah.</p></li> <li><p>I use my phone more hours out of the day then I sleep.</p></li> <li><p>I don&#8217;t like liars.</p></li> <li><p>I don&#8217;t believe in myself.</p></li> <li><p>I take depression/anxiety pills.</p></li> <li><p>I love my family and friends.</p></li> <li><p>I love piercings. I have 10 already.</p></li> <li><p>My ears are gauged at size 0.</p></li> <li><p>I love to party.</p></li> <li><p>I have a short attention span!</p></li> </ol>http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3178873247http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3178873247Tue, 08 Feb 2011 04:01:44 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lg9fcaF1M41qc9axgo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://tayyl0ve.tumblr.com/post/3178785673" class="tumblr_blog">tayyl0ve</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><a href="http://explodingenergies.tumblr.com/post/3178098507" class="tumblr_blog">explodingenergies</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Continued in next post.</p></blockquote> <p>This seems fun!</p></blockquote>http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3178796563http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3178796563Tue, 08 Feb 2011 03:49:32 -0500<p>My birthday is just hours away and I&#8217;m glad that I have made it to see this day! 5 years ago I didn&#8217;t think I would be alive long enough to see this day. What a roller coaster of a life I have lived. I&#8217;m thankful for everyone who has pushed me to keep going and inspired me to work things out.</p>http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3058049752http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/3058049752Tue, 01 Feb 2011 19:59:05 -0500<p>A lot on my mind. Idk what&#8217;s going on lately but I&#8217;ve been scared =. Idk what I&#8217;m actually scared of. I think I&#8217;m scared of growing up!</p>http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/2966305284http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/2966305284Thu, 27 Jan 2011 18:54:45 -0500<p>Cannot believe that I ripped my pants at work =\ and I have been here for more then 8 hours!!</p>http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/2948442005http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/2948442005Wed, 26 Jan 2011 19:15:36 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lflt0wEMzF1qgbls3o1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Hella smoke =D haha</p>http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/2932105844http://alanjonjon.tumblr.com/post/2932105844Tue, 25 Jan 2011 19:22:06 -0500